I am too lonely and too desperate to be touched to have an equal relationship with any girl I am attracted to. When I see a girl with a beautiful face I suppress feelings of anger because she has power over me. Some nights I dont want to masturbate because it reminds me of how long I have gone without sexual contact but I do it anyways because i must. If I dont masturbate then I will try to win the affection of a girl. I hate trying to convince a girl I would make a worthy partner. I hate trying to make interesting conversation for no purpose other than to seduce a woman because it causes me to scrutinize everything i am saying.
I smell bad. I have bad posture. I am weaker than the average guy my age. I cannot convince a girl to have sex with me by simply being myself. But dont you dare say I have low self esteeme because if I walk into a room of 20 strangers I assume I am the smartest one in the room.
I took a bath, drank tea, took a nap (if i goto sleep at 2 am I call it a nap) and then masturbated to pornographic videos that I found on the internet and then ate my cum. so I am in a better mood and I dont feel like writing an angsty essay anymore.
I smell bad. I have bad posture. I am weaker than the average guy my age. I cannot convince a girl to have sex with me by simply being myself. But dont you dare say I have low self esteeme because if I walk into a room of 20 strangers I assume I am the smartest one in the room.
I took a bath, drank tea, took a nap (if i goto sleep at 2 am I call it a nap) and then masturbated to pornographic videos that I found on the internet and then ate my cum. so I am in a better mood and I dont feel like writing an angsty essay anymore.
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