this blog is shit

So far this blog has been shit. It has been emotional waste. i have used this space to share emotions that do not belong in my life. I was meaning to post on here more but some distruptive events have transpired in my life. Okay one big distrupive event. I was arrested while high on lsd the charges have been dropped and i live on my own now in someones basement (not my parents). The same day i moved in my computer broke and my only electronic device has been a droid x for months. I have not felt motivated to replace my computer. I am now mostly alone in the world and living at half the poverty line and i am not afraid. Should i be?